I'm standing at the edge of a revolver.

10/29/2009		1:30:46 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		you change ic?
10/29/2009		4:16:11 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		yep
10/29/2009		5:22:41 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		oic. u how old ar?
10/29/2009		5:22:48 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		21?
10/29/2009		5:23:00 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		oic
10/29/2009		5:23:00 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		ok
10/29/2009		5:23:15 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		why u change ar?
10/29/2009		5:23:25 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		change name lah
10/29/2009		5:23:26 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		why
10/29/2009		5:23:44 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		how come change name?
10/29/2009		5:24:02 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		why cannot change name
10/29/2009		5:27:35 PM		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		from what name change to what name?
10/29/2009		5:27:57 PM		(K) Jessica Stanley's.		Christopher (郭 睿翰)- Treasure what you have.		why you wanna know?

ANNOYED.
TOTALLY ANNOYING.
DO YOU HAVE TO INTERROGATE ME?
WE'RE JUST CASUAL FRIENDS.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW MUCH.

Recently,

I've been losing sleep relentlessly. Which is really bad.
One of the fatal cause is deprivation of sleep.
On the 26th, I didn't sleep the whole night as got reminded that I have to replace my Identification Card within 28 days of my Deed Poll.. And it was the 30th day! I got horrified when I googled, the online forums says that if it is not replaced after 28 days, I will have to redo my deed poll which means another $100. Morning 8am, I rang up ICA immediately once their hotline starts operating, they told me I could still do it. Phew. There goes my sleep.

But anyways! I've got my new IC! This means that it is 100% legalized. With deed poll it's only 99.9%. So Jessica learnt a lesson, never procrastinate.

Oh well, another anxiety issues would be my paycheck, no doubt it's early, THERE IS A DEFINITE DISCREPANCY IN IT. Not gonna let it rest till I settled this. So far, my company is still considered very reliable in terms of crediting pay, I believed it's just a minor back end mistake.

I need to gain back my sleep, but sleeping early would mean entertainment deprivation. GAHHHHH life, life, what irony.



22nd Oct 09, My sister's keeper.

It's midweek again, met Zara on my midweek off @ Town to catch My Sister's Keeper. Teared like 4 times in the cinema, kinda embarrassing but who cares? Felt so emotional these days after the amount of stress at work, I guess I had nowhere no time to release therefore the outburst amount of tears. Humans with compassion should go catch it. Don't be afraid to cry, lol! Anyway, this Taylor guy in the movie is so hot. OUUUUH! Great movie.

Had neo-prints again, took a total of 2 times, good $24 bucks gone. Managed to patch my heart back as at least the photos look good & not trashy (: Like I said, neo-prints are like investments for a healthy heart & mind. "Males die early because they do not take neo-prints." - Okay, what a bimb yet true statement.



I know it's uber twitish & childish whatever you call it to take neos in this era although you have a camera, but it's nice to be young at heart, even better if you look young in it!



Sometimes, you can even do funny stuffs in Neo prints & still look glam. Now geddit? (:

Training home are together are the best when there's no one in the train late at night, you can do crazy & unglam stuffs..

Like this



And this



Looks stupid, I know.

Ok, I tell you what now, freaking Firefox is killing me OK, it crashes & crashes I have to redo my blog post again and it's 6.26am now. I will blog the rest tomorrow.. PISSSSSSSSSSED!

Hi,

I'm typing like Alvin Teo. If there are 'discrepancies' in my blogging, I would not hesitate to kill myself.

Regards,
Jessica.

    Gahhhh annoying, hahaha this is one of the example of the choice of words in his emails. Some people should know who is Alvin Teo. Rofl. Just feel like making fun of him (: (: (:

       Yeah anyway I bought this super pretty book found on the shelf of Popular book store & among the debris. It's the last piece but a little crumpled in its side of the front page, but who cares, I love the first things that my eyes set on & hands lay on. I wouldn't really mind getting something I like even though it's not a new piece. The second piece can never feel the same as it's not the one I love on first sight. Wrote 3 entries on it so far, doodlings and my deep down thoughts & emotions, something I would never blog online. Personal.. Geddit? Keeping a diary is great, makes me feel comfortable expressing myself and gets me back to a kind of nostalgic feeling when I was still in school having color pens to draw with.


    Alright, a little run through of what I did last week, oooh I had a busy tuesday with Zara. 2 girls raided a city somewhat, we went to 4 places in a day! MC-ing @ Outram, Shopping @ Vivo, Sight seeing @ Marina Barrage, Dinner @ Westmall. Accumulated 100 of photos in a day. To think that I brought spare batteries for my cam, and it came to use.
   
    Eating yummy stuffs on your off day is definitely therapeutic. Shopping too, I call it Retail Therapy. But... somehow, after doing retail-therapy you'll end up having to do another type of therapy - Heart Therapy. I always end up feeling the heartache of spending. Vicious cycle.. tsk tskkkk.



    I so wanna eat this! Rosti & the cheezy chicken sausage (: (: (:
Dang although it's just a bunch of potatoes they call it, but with the sour cream it's OW!



    Let's attack it!!! Strawberry cheeze cake! Can you resist it? Someone with sweet tooth like me is definitely not fighting the temptation. :'D



    :O SHOPSHOPSHOP. Now it's the fall/winter 09 collection. It's my favorite type of style. I've gotten a pretty blue wind breaker from Pull & Bear, real steal! Zara's gotten herself a beanie from ZARA (why are you buying stuffs from your own retail? lol!), which really suits her. Beanie is so not my thing. I love to see it on others, but not myself, I'd prolly look like some cancer patient. (touches wood.)

    The rest of the pics would be uploaded in facebook. I would go bonkers if I were to do double job, posting it here & FB. Also, pictures paints a thousand words right? :B

                                                             Dot.
                                                             Dot.
                                                             Dot.




    I love this classic 8-eye boot!
Chanced upon it @ some random blog shop selling for $35. Cheap!
Inspired by Dr. Martens (http://www.drmartens.com/).
I'm so getting the white one for this.
I've sent in the order for this one already but yet to receive a reply.
If it's out of stock, I will just buy it from Dr. Marten's with Zara, prolly would get the floral one like this:


    Patches of Mint Green & White! (: (: (:

     I'm definitely targeting this too.....


    Heart Breaker... Why are these things so pretty?! :( AHHHHH. Lemme find a good price of it at the airport, it's always cheaper.



    BYE.

I'm so Angry!!!!!
Gahhhhhhhh..

Look at what Danger is doing, biting & gnawing at the cage!
Despite my constant shower of food, stuffing his bed with cotton that he loves.
Grrrrr. At the rate that he is going, he's gonna suffer a brain damage.
Should get him an aquarium house instead?


But
then again, I always have soft spot for my tiny little brad. (Awww.)
How contradicting.. we share this love-hate relationship everyday.
Every week I took an hour to clean its cage & fix everything in place for him.
One thing he doesn't bite me, just that occasionally he mistaken me for food & MUNCH :(


Hehehehe.. How I wish hammies are like huggable size like cats.
They can be so adorable at times..
Like this
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.
.


It does things like this that really makes my day.
It actually crawls to the back of the treadmill and falls asleep.
(o:
What a DANGERous hamster!


I've
finally gotten a pair of headphones that I like!



Button Headphones from Audio-Technica!
I love the Button concept on the earphones! :D
Initially had doubts about the sound quality, was afraid it might turn out to be some gimmick.
Tried it and turned out sound quality was great, sharp & clear.
I always thought that headphones are not able to project the sound details clearly. This one does!
I CHOSE WHITE so it can match with my phone & cam. (:



And it comes with a sweet little brown pouch, I like!

OH YES,
Gotta show you the HeWOOD EDT perfume I won!
Went to collect it last week.







It's a guy's perfume, so I've decided to let my boy have it..
The packaging is really pretty with this woody feel.
If only I won the SheWOOD EDT. It's k, I'm contented.



BOOOOOOO!

Nyways,
went out with Zara bestie & here are the neoprints we took,
I love how neo-prints makes a girl pretty.
Like in an amazing way.
For instance, where did my blemishes go? Why do my thighs look slimmer? Why is my expressions cuter? Etc..
I'd really like to own a neo-print machine at home and camwhore everyday till I get sick of myself and have no appetite for meals.. HAAA.
These Japanese really have amazing gadgets.
I think I can never get enough of Neo-prints. Good $12 investments for some small photo print outs that can make you feel happy for a few days.

Here goes:


And comes my fav piece:


I love abrupt endings like..

ok good night!

Happy 21st Justine!
with hugs & kisses,
xoxo.

I may not have came for your actual day,

BUT!

Hey, I came for your party! (:

Wishing you many happy returns & may your Prince be on the way now.

(Winks! You know who I'm talking about. Rofl.)

Although on your party didn't get to spend much time with you, let's meet up another day and have tea / coffee & do some shopping together.

It's been realllllllllllll-y long since we really have the time to do that.

Study hard babe!

I love you pretty girl! :*

Smiley smile smile the birthday girl! =)


That's a really cute birthday cake you have there, like little muffins / cupcakes?
Hehehee.
What a smart way to avoid some cake smashing on face.
Should have really learn from her the other time, LOL.


:D
I do not know why we end up in the same "combo" with Kim & Feli.
Anyway, I can tell they are really some awesome friends with you!


Yeah, I know.
I know what you're gonna say. HAHHAA.
Yes, that's some kind of super (un)natural hero standing behind us.
Damn nerd, can?


Play time!
Fire crackers are so fun!
But a little too much of smoke eh?
Not even 1 min it went off :(


Prettyyyyyy!
I love light sticks.
That reminds me, on 17th birthday, I had this heart shaped bottle filled with light sticks' liquid chemical. It was really one day of beauty. I still keep it though. Memories hmmm. But to think of it, it's poisonous!!!


HAHAHA, I totally vote for this photo.
Damn hilarious. I was like thinking, why are these two guys emo-ing here with two candles. Seriously gay. "We are waiting for Justine to approach us, so we can spray the can on her!" LOL.



On the way to Justine's Party (West Coast).
Woo I dig this photo, style! Dope.


(:

I'll upload the rest of the photos on FB.
If not I think I don't have to sleep already.
It's 8:09am.
So many things to do.
Scream my lungs out!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


Happy birthday,
once again.
Hope you like the gift & the rose. (:

Unglam, cockroach meet-up.
Esplande.


Yeah yeah..
As per the FB I guess you've pretty much guessed our plight out there at the sky garden @ esplanade.
What An Unfortunate Encounter.
Like once I was trapped in the lift with a FLYING cockroach and I nearly pass out.
Not again, we have now gotten ourselves attacked while eating.
I'll never go up there for any dates anymore - EVER!

Cockroaches up there are really hungry, they want our share of healthy Subway..

Poor Zara, the Cockroach merely molested her hand. Perv, gahhh.
Why can't the cockroaches extinct instead of those more important species like dodo bird?

K spare the pest,
Let's go crazayyyyyy!





OMG. Idk why I did this. Don't tell my mom please?





Ooooh. The bring - home (s).
Freebies from Fr3b.
I had 16 points, I had itchy hands. So why not since I'm nearby Stamford house. tempting to try Fine Fairness. Is it good?
Diesel the brave smells awesome for men.


I love my Blazer from Ohsofickle. HOTTTTTTT.
Ya, hot in terms of degree Celsius too =(
The weather is F-uhhhhhking weird.
It's uber hot in the morning & extremely cool in the night.
Stop burning the trees would you Indonesians!
Oh oh I heard my manager was saying huge gust of wind approaching from Philippines. Good or bad?!


My buy w/o 's'.
I did save up.
I'm talking about unnecessary spending.
But I just couldn't curb shopping.
Maybe I should just eat some $2 hawker everyday and feel the pain...